| Location | Croydon |
| Age | 13 years |
| Date of Birth | 10/1992 |
| Date of Death | 5/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,408 since 30/09/2007 |
| Creator |
I am jay's auntie writing this tribute along side his mum. Jay was a very fun loving, caring son and nephew. He was very protective of his brother and sister's. When he entered a room the room lit up and everyone knew he was there, since losing Jay the room has never lit up again. Jay will be 15 years on tuesday 2nd October.
If you knew Jay please feel free to leave a birthday message for him.
His family all love and miss him terribly, life without him is cold and incomplete we would do any thing to have him back in our arms but know this will never be so we hold onto his memory all the happy times we shared together and try to keep this special boy's memory alive and in our hearts.
the time has come around again
Jay cant believe it's the 26th May again another year has gone without you missing you more than ever today keep giving us all those little signs coz it makes us feel that you are so close by. hope you are still being a cheeky little fella up there love you Jay and hope you are resting in peace.
love forever sam, ben, mac, and lexixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
X From me to you X R.I.P Angel Up Above X
Do you really belive it?
Can it really be true?
How can you belive that! Life has ended with death???
It simply is not true.
So we cannot be together like we used to.
Does that mean i am gone?
Now i dance on the moon.
I play on the stars.
I cool your face with gentle wind.
While watching you from afar.
For a love and bond.
Like our's is so very strong.
It will forever carry on and on xxx
They placed u in my arms 18 yrs ago this year,i felt a tear trickle dwn my cheek n slowly drop onto ur tiny face,i was so happy i finally had the baby boy i had been waiting for,we had a shory time together but everyday ov that u made me smile and always laugh wiv ur mischief,u had such a caring nature every night you would not sleep until you had snuggled up next to me and told me that u love me,standing looking down at you laying in the chapel ov rest i felt the tears flowing dwn my cheeks falling on to your little face,WHY,i keep asking myself why ake my beautiful son away from me,dont u know how much i still need him?Ilove u so much son and as another anniversary looms ever nearer in May i brace myself for more emptiness as the reality hits me again,stay close my darling son,always in my heart,mummy.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my beautiful nephew
Jay
Forgive me for not writing on here sooner, but you know what a dizzy head i can be i couldn't retrieve my account for a while, but any way i hope you know i haven't forgot about you just coz i aint wrote on here it don't mean your not still in my heart and thoughts every day baby, just wanted to say i love you and miss you today the same as i did nearly 4years ago, can't believe it's been that long, i bet you are ruling the roost up there and got all the angels in love with you!
Love you babe
Auntie Sam xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Jamie..
Just because I don't write on here all the time, or talk about you all the time, doesn't mean I don't miss you. It's horrible thinking about how long it's been now, how long since I last saw you. The only thing keeping me going is knowing that you are safe now, and that the good times we had will be with me forever. I would say please look down on all of us, and look after us but I know you are. I know that must be keeping your mum strong, and it definitely keeps me strong at times when I think about you not being here anymore. Thanks for all the fun times at school little man, missing you forever. Please remember that. Laura xxxx
my baby boy
im wiv my friends 2day supposed 2 b celebrating my 40th birthday but i cant baby its just not right wivout u my gorgous son they lied when they kept telling me it gets easier coz it doesnt,it still hurts like it did that night they took u away from me,i miss u so much babe it just hurts all the time,im sitting here listening 2 all our songs crying my heart out,just wanna b wiv u in heaven,pls stay close son i love u so much,its hard 2 c wot im writting through the tears,i love u so much baby.mummy.xxxxxxxxxx
Sending love to you Jamie xxxxx
Just to say im thinking of you Jamie and at this time of year i know its hard for Mum , Sam and all your Family to bear your loss , I know your with them in spirit and shining your Bright light down on them.
Out of sight Darling but Never out of Mind ..Lots of Loveto you Jay xxx
All Is Well
Death is nothing at all,
I have only slipped into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by my old familiar name,
Speak to me in the easy way which you always used
Put no difference in your tone,
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household world that it always was,
Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It it the same as it ever was, there is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near,
Just around the corner.
All is well.
Henry Scott Holland
1847-1918
its christmas, but i miss my lil jay so much..
jamie aaron speechly, today and always i am thinking about you. no presents in the world would even come close to what i'd give to have you back, i wish i'd wake up on christmas day and you'd be under my christmas tree, i'd never need another christmas again.. i hope your having an absolute ball up there on your cloud with MJ and all your fellow angels, but i also hope you are here with me and with your lovely family who i hope they know i am thinking of. your mum, sisters, brothers, and the rest of your family.. stay with me jay, dont ever leave me..
i love you so much to this day and always.
we want to tell you something,
so there won't be any doubt,
your so wonderful to think of,
but so hard to be without.
georgina xxxx
Your 17th Birthday
baby cant believe it's nearly your 17th birthday, we should be going for a pint not to see a medium, i hope your giving all those angels a good giggle for your birthday, telling them jokes etc. we miss you still as much today as we always have. i wish soooo much we could turn back the clock or i could walk up there and bring you home even if it was just for one day, your special day. we will do our best to make iit special for you and i know you will be by our sides, tell us what you think when we see Stevie.
love you so much babe, auntie sam, and your cozs ben, mac and alexis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
brightest star in the sky
my darling Jay,its not long till ur birthday hun cant believe ur gonna b 17,u know what we have planned 4 u this year baby,i just want to celebrate quietly dis year,since i lost u i have met so many of ur true friends and they have helped keep me strong wiv der memories of times u spent 2gether,but i guess there will always b hypocrites baby,people dat light u candles dat dont have da right 2,it makes me cross baby but they cant hurt us anymore nothing can darling,stay close to me,love u sooooooooooo much.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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